And The Tears Begin To Fall

 

 

As I sit and ponder what this life means

I try to make sense of it all

I find myself visualizing my life's scenes

And the tears begin to fall

 

As I sit and reflect the things of my past

I try to see what all I can recall

I find myself trying to hold emotionally fast

And the tears begin to fall

 

As I talk to myself and try to come up with a plan

I try to make sure there is nothing to stall

I find myself arguing with myself as a man

And the tears begin to fall

 

As I face my journey and take my next step

I try to determine the call

I find myself laughing as I begin the prep

And the tears begin to fall

 

As I look at my life and strive for a peak

I try to search as far down life's hall

I find myself not sure what I seek

And the tears begin to fall

 

As I close out this chapter of my life

I try to make sure I don't bawl

I find myself turning from the strife

And the tears begin to fall

 

As I make myself laugh to cover the sad

I try to pack myself up for the haul

I find myself trying not to be mad

And the tears begin to fall

 

As I turn down the sheets and prepare to sleep

I pray for the Lord to hear the call

I find myself weary as I weep

And the tears begin to fall

 

As I say my prayers and drift into the night

I look for guidance to help me stand tall

I find myself ready for the pending fight

And the tears begin to fall

 

As the tears begin to fall

It is not for lack of  love

But for knowing that through everything I encounter

I have the strength to make it thanks to GOD above.